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What others say about you doesn't matter, what people who loves you very much and will be there for you through and through matters most.

Hey there. I know, I know. I've been away. I've been on Ragnarok Online 2 and/or Facebooking. There were times where I'm addicted to a game app called LOTR: Kingdom of Middle-Earth. Met a lot of good friends and dubbed a few as brothers <3

Now I'm just been not dA-ing.. so yeah...

How are the rest of you? If you still stalk me that is

1. I've been missing.
2. I got a puppy back in um... 2011 somewhere. Count from June 16, 2011 to 8 weeks lol
3. His name is Rott. Named after "Rottweiler" but he's not even a rottweiler. His colors are black and tan... LIKE a rottweiler. And he somewhat looked like a rottweiler puppy when he was tiny.
4. He's now 10 months. Just 2 more until his very first birthday!
5. Lately, I've been sick.
6. I'm taking meds for (a) shortness of breath, and (b) bronchitis... pain etc.
7. Nothing works, so far.
8. If all else fails, I may end up breathing from a machine
9. ^ I had that when I was a little girl. The machine bit I mean.
10. I've missed work for a full week. Well not counting Wednesday cause I went in half of the morning but was sent home cause I looked like crap.
11. My boss is super nice.
12. Oh did I ever mention? I now work in a prison with level 4 inmates... scary huh? Not really. At least I try not to be.
13. I can't type anymore.
14. So I'm gonna stop.
15. At 15.
16. Or maybe 16.
17. But what's to say, it'll keep me going.
18. At 18 lines I keep going.
19. And going.
20. Ok, fine. The End.

*hides in a box*

Death is always around the corner.
Death is everywhere no matter where we go.
There are a million ways to die.

I think I'm gonna start listing them ways lol just for the fun of it

<.< Because... everywhere.. when I'm driving or walking or wherever I am, those ways seems to always pop in?

So yeah.

Back to square one: Depression.

I'm hungry..

But yeah, almost end of semester! NEXT WEEK! woot!

But..... more work T-T

anyway... starving. so i'm gonna .. fly.




*mood is suffering from starvation XD